Date : Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Time : 8:02 PM
Title : One road

I got back from the polyclinic this morning. I'm being referred to a specialist at CGH. figures. That's where I always seem to end up.

Simplicity has it's own attraction, I many ways. Usually I'd like to think of myself as a simple person. But that's far from the truth I suppose. How to be simple if I make a big deal out of everything?! Complications make way for
misunderstandings, something i don't seem to lack. However, complication also makes for heartbreaks, and toothaches.

“He’s been a major part of your life, of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal. It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out you’re relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just cause it was hurting you doesn’t mean you don’t notice it. It leaves a gap and sometimes, you feel yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take awhile, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, cause it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it’s going to hurt.”

Anyway, I saw the video for the new iPhone 4. And I gotta say it looks insane. I'm getting it if i do well for o lvls. Meaning, 10 and below. So I have alot of catching up to do. And since it has iMovie in it, I probably wont buy a mac anymore.

Date : Sunday, June 6, 2010
Time : 8:30 PM
Title : Tearful goodbyes, clear blue skies.

You and won me over. And that I shall not forget. Life and it's unpredictability is shattering, leaving only pieces of a broken heart. All that's left is to wait and see, what lies in store. For there is a saying, what is there left to live for if the outcome is known? Not all is over but it certainly feels like so.   

Date : Thursday, June 3, 2010
Time : 7:57 AM
Title :

Sometimes I think that I can read you like a book but at times it seems you were just leading me on. I'd misread you and caused my own problems so I can blame no one for them. Us was like another good dream I let slip by, a forgotten dairy entry. I think of you often still and kinda hope you do too. Do I really understand or do I just think I do?

Labels: Just a dream